Here I am again, humbling myself to whoever is out there reading my posts (all 1 of you!). I have realized that the ultimate failure in my life is that of prioritizing. Funny, this is exactly the issue I deal with...okay harp on...my employees most about. At work, I am a time-management genius, efficient to a fault. However, at home...not so much. In my desire (okay, desperation) to be a SAHM, I have all but neglected my role as keeper of the home in order to punish my husband for not allowing me this role I so desire. There...I said it. Wrong, distorted, passive-aggressive...but sadly true.
I will be working hard over the next few weeks, months, years, decades....okay lifetime, to re-prioritize and re-focus my life. And I will start by focusing upward...to my Heavenly Father.